sand between my toes

These last few days I had a lot in my head. Sometimes it seems like I can’t get it to stop – all the thoughts. Mine is mostly about the future I think. I don’t dwell too much in the past, well, not as much as the future anyway haha.

The bottom line is that I am not where I want to be, where I need to be. Which is in the Now. Its super annoying. Especially for someone like me whose been reading, studying and interested in these sort of stuff for years.

Moving on. But before I do that I just want to say that I am often, almost every time when I am writing in here, finding myself wanting to be more transparent in here. Less about nothing such as sand between my toes and more about, you know “the whatever you want to call it” stuff.

I guess I didn’t really move on to something else today. Lets just end it here, don’t really feel like writing anymore today.

See you all back tomorrow. Hopefully I manage to be more transparent than. xx

Cant promise anything.

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