Renovation

Hi everyone,

This might sound harsh but I really did not want to be in here today. I was on my phone and my laptop throughout the day and at some point I just felt well, overwhelmed for a lack of a better word. I felt like someone was chasing me. Email, respond to this and that, organizing, fixing and attaching with the Visa stuff. And then more, paying bills in Sweden, cancelling Appointments I received for no reason back in Sweden. Dealing with banks and on top of everything picking up the dry cleaning, studying, finding time to meditate. And on and on it went. And I am not even working!

Kind of makes me exhausted writing about this shitty day.

So I decided, a lot less of all the electronic devises for tomorrow. I mean Facebook, Instagram, emails, dealing with any Departments of Immigration, Consulates Dr’s office. Whatever. Tomorrow is Friday and I am going to treat it like a holy Sunday. Or whatever day you would consider “the day of rest”.

I have Ambrose dealing with some Visa stuff now. I just feel sick even looking at the attached documents today. All of it, it’s too much sometimes and the only fair thing to do to yourself in moments like this is to just….rest. Even if it means a couple of hours. I went to the beach for 2 hours, have not been in the water for weeks. Nobody was there and I swam around in the water feeling like everything was nice at that moment. No stress. Especially when I swam under water, there is something with the silence under water that makes you feel like you are out in space or something.

Alright, that’s enough weirdness from me. Lets check out the new sound proof windows that were put in the house today! I get so excited from home renovations. Such an uplifting thing am I right?
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