On a different planet

don’t took any pictures this morning so this one from a cave will do. Kind of represents how I feel today anyway haha

Good morning!

just about to finish breakfast while sitting with the laptop at the kitchen counter. Planning to get a little bit done before heading to the gym. Missed yoga this morning so instead its gonna be a class with lifting weights.

Don’t really want to do any of it. Even earlier, after dropping Ambrose off at the station, I always do my Priming exercise. But this morning I just had to turn it off, I got into such a down mood, I am pissed off and I feel stuck because as hard as I try, sometimes you just don’t see any changes. And its just so very disappointing.
And when you been told again again that its because of you, or that what you are feeling is wrong, you start to believe it, which is sad. Every time this happens I realize how much I don’t “fit in” and how much I try to. I cant do that any longer.

Australia is amazing but at times like this, I just feel very very far away, like I am all alone on another planet.

Anyway. this writing turned up to be just as low as I am feeling right now, so lets just ended here haha.
I am going to clean up a bit before heading to the class.
And lets do Saturdays Hen’s party after that. Have a good morning!

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