Home Alone

Hello dearest! Its the day before Christmas (at least where I come from) and I have never EVER had less Christmas feelings..
I am trying to explain to Ambrose but he doesn’t get it. Guess Christmas traditions are those you grew up with, of course I get that BUT, I miss the snow, smell of gingerbread and mandarins, the coziness. I miss riding pulka (whatever that is in English!?) and then come back in with frozen toes and drink hot Glögg and hot chocolate. I miss wearing those ugly oversized thick socks. I miss Christmas decorations and lights and I miss the when you get up to pee in the middle of the night and you suddenly see the big three filled with tingly stuff and nice shimmery lights. And I miss my family 🙁

Next year we are definitely spending Christmas somewhere warm and cozy, with my family. Ambrose promised me that.

Its not that we are not going to spend it with family, we are! And its going to be great. Its just that here there traditions are so weird (well,to me haha)
Its mangoes and lobster. Its BBQ and party. Its picnics and worst of all…they go to the beach. On Christmas. Suck!
If you make the decision to not be at home for Christmas and instead fly away with your family to somewhere warm, then fine! I get that! But this is there way of Christmas. Forever!

hahahaha oh God I’m such shit 🙂 Okey I stop and instead spread some holiday joy by being grateful for our apartment starting to look more and more like a a home instead of just moving boxes!

I’m home alone. Cant even remember last time that happened. Ambrose had hid work Christmas party and straight after, Christmas party in the city with all his friends. First everything was fine, even watched a movie which almost never happens. But now I miss him and want him to be back already.

Most important furniture put together

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