These 2 pictures summarize my entire day. I woke up and went straight to the gym but after around 25 minutes my sisters called and I will always prioritize them over the gym hahah. No seriously, I did my best to talk while I was on the machine but multitasking is not my thing….
As always they made me laugh, think that is the thing I miss most about being with them, we always laugh! Ohh my little Turtles!

Well not much has happened here in North Sydney, Gym, swimming laps and then I decided to make a smoothie and lay by the pool and read Eckhart Tolle’s “Power of Now”. The greatest book ever written. I read it before and its worth re-reading for sure.

Its only 8:17pm but we are already starting to get ready for bed. Ambrose and Heath are leaving going to the beach at 5:30am and Im going with them. Starting the day with a swim in the ocean doesn’t sound too bad does it ?! 🙂

AGGHHH I am trying really hard to write on here from my phone but it just wont stick! keeps being deleted for some reason. I have a new Iphone5 from our new friend Jérémy but I cannot get the phone to work properly nor can I get an entry to my web page.

The other day while we both looked up and saw that our entire apartment turned orange so we hurried up to the rooftop and you can see for yourselves. No filter. That’ss how orange it looked 🙂

Now I’m sitting having a decaf and working on my stuff a bit. I decided last night that I would start my day working out, so that’s what happened. I woke up late, around 8:30 which is late for me. Went to the gym upstairs and worked myself sweaty out on the machines and ended my workout by doing laps in the pool. Now my body feels sore and nice as I like it!
Going home to have something to eat, late late lunch.
Enjoy your Tuesday.
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Hi.
I’m just about to go to bed but thought I write something before I go to sleep. I have stayed inside all day, done nothing, and just tried to get back to well, myself. These last few weeks with the heart, all the Dr visits, the emergency it all drained me somehow. I had some kind of attack while walking home from the grocery store. I could feel my body shaking from the inside, I felt anxious and my heart felt like somebody had his hand inside my chest and was playing with it. Weird explanation I know but it freaked me out. Anyway, this feeling did not go away and most of that afternoon I had by heart beating so hard I thought it was coming out of my chest. Luckily Ambrose came home. He was suppose to go to Matt’s bux party but decided to skip it to stay with me.
That’s why I did not write anything yesterday and just rested all day today. Cant think of anything else to do and hopefully it helps.

Goodnight and wish everyone a nice weekend.
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Ohhhh I am so excited for these new acting classes I started. Cant tell you how, well, natural it feels doing this!
Yesterday I had my second class. And we are going to have a small performance in May. Exciting and a tad nervous but wort it, that’s for sure!

Afterwards Ambrose picked me up and it was such a nice night so we drove around to, well I dont remember as usual but its a place where you sit on a cliff and have a wiev over the whole city. Not bad, not bad at all 🙂 Ambrose told me its around 15 min walk from our house so though I have that as part of a power walk rout on those days its not too hot.

What else,yep I tried out Pilates at Ambrose gym today.I signed up for a week to see if I like it since its just near our house and Ambrose goes there but…I really really don’t like that place bla!! Will do my week but that’s it.
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Hello 🙂
These last couple of days have been a mix of highs and lows. Dont know how to better explain it to be honest. First we have Valentines Day on Tuesday, now I am not a fan of having ONE day out of the year to hysterically buy teddybears, those roses in ugly plastic cups or a forced candlelight dinner. Well I love all of that but I believe showing your love and appreciation to your partner should be well distributed throughout the whole year. Everyday, each and everyday in someway. Anyway, Ambrose took me to have my favorite food at the moment, Ramen mmmm 🙂 and then to the movies. I choose Lion for us but it was sold out so we picked a movie called Moonlight. without any knowledge what it would be about, just read somewhere quickly that it had received good reviews. So we get into our seats with our laps filled with candy and cinnamon chia pudding ( don’t ask why ) and I take a look around and whisper to Ambrose ” is’t it alot of male couples in this room? did we buy tickets to a gay porn movie?” And sure enough, it was absolute not porn but the movie was about a black guy and his very sad and tough life growing up. And yes there was some man to man sex scenes where his best friend gave him a handjob at the beach but a good movie. I liked it. Me and Ambrose was sitting in the back giggling so people must have though we were idiots laughing at the sex scene but we were laughing because Ambrose brought his girlfriend to a “gayporn” movie on Valentine’s Day!

The next day was going from romance and laughter to crying. I had to AGAIN go to the hospital, this time the emergency. I was there for around 3 hours while 3 nurses and a Dr took alot of test to again check if my heart is healthy. I was fine going there but after a while it got too overwhelming so I called Ambrose to come to be with me at the hospital.
All test were fine, and I am so grateful. But I still have the shortness of breath, pressure on my chest, my heart raising and feeling shaky inside my body. I know its not my heart and that is amazing news but what the hell is it!?
We talked about it and perhaps its that my body is feeling anxious because I am just waiting for our Visa to be approved and I am not allowed to work during this time.

This morning when I woke up I am calling immigration to see if there is anything we could do to speed up the process but they say we just have to wait patiently. So now I am sending in more evidences. This time its the wedding invitation of Monica & Lachlan in April. So many weddings this year 🙂

Later today I have an workshop at Apple and then this evening, my second acting class!!
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This is the view from our home right now! They say right now, NSW is the hottest place on the planet. Its awfully hot but its worth it when you have this magnificent sky to stare at. Normally Ambrose is not a big fan of when I ask him to take pictures but for this he did, haha I think he took 20 pictures of me posing in front of our windows. You cant even see me but that is not a problem with that sky in the background!

What else has been happening this weekend.. well we had Adam’s 30th on Saturday. It was a lot of fun despite the 39 degrees around midnight. But the best part was the unplanned little after-party or whatever the hell was going on when we all came back to the house. I did not have a lot of alcohol so I actually witnessed this madness. All these crazy people were trashing Adam’s house, and he decided to deny he had 10 people sleeping in his house by going to bed 🙂
Sunday morning I woke up at 6am. made myself chai tea and read recipe from the book “Masterchef Australia” for 3 hours before the house started to finally wake up. We dragged ourselfs to get some brunch and spent rest of the day snorkeling, climbing rocks bu the ocean and swimming. Had a quick fish and ship lunch, cuddled with Xavier before driving back home. So grateful for our amazing house. I love it so much, feels great every time I open the door.
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