Details

Some days are not well, very exciting. Today has been one of those days for me. I slept in ( to avoid getting sick) and therefore missed my Body Pump class. Ambrose took the car to go surfing for a couple of hours so I walked until I saw a bus coming and stopped it. I hadn’t even decided if I wanted to go shopping, get breakfast or go to organize all the tasks I had on my list.
I just wanted to get out of the house for a bit. So much in my head and I am starting to resent being an over-thinker – all the detail that goes on an on in my head. Probably not even important but right not it sure does feel like it.

When I am angry over details I really not having any power over I first get frustrated and try so hard to change it. But then after a while I just become somber, at least I think that’s what its called. Its like being sad over the situation, all the details of it go round and round in your head. But you just dont care about the detail anymore. I choose to not care. Because it is just that – a choice.

You try your best to make it right but as you realize you cannot change the details, you surrender.

So after a couple of hours outside I am now home. Its raining outside, I have lighten all my Christmas lights ( Yes, I know its February). I have candles everywhere and making it cozy. Told you guys, its all in the details and you yourself choose the details.

For rest of today the details I have chosen are cozy atmosphere in my apartment, finishing the boring details left on my To-Do list. And finally a hot shower followed by marinaded butterfly chicken and Persian style salad.

Not the most exciting Saturday afternoon but I am grateful. Some days just are as they are.

You know what I mean?